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i believe that in writing it only takes self, experience and hands to create.
there are no such abilities or gift that will say you are better than the other.
there is only you, that says he/she is well experienced than you are.
given the law of equality, we are all born equal.
there is a time in our life when we think we can be better and we change for the better and sometimes for the worst. mine is now =p

darkness

As the dark binds me off my Words and grasp my Eyes for eternity,
I will scream names, of those who gave life to the seed of death
and my angel will keep my words forever, as she is my life that cheated faith
given wounds, she healed
given the worst, revived the past
my uncontrollable friend

in the middle

The midst is when I give all for nothing and break.
"The walls off my courage"
Leaving all of hopes to start a new journey of hope.
"In this path will never be at play"
Only pieces of heart 'Shattered in words will remain.
"My saddest failure"
Undo the worst of days, relive the faith to strive for the future.
"To Live again"

Angel

you were my stolen dream before the truth had come...

you are now my present true, but so fragile I cannot open to view...

I never dreamt for you to come...

you gave me life, but you froze my dream...

I wish this world, soon!.. be undone...Living in a dream wont be my true,let it be wrong...

I cannot bleed my heart as it wont heal,only The angel could bring my soul to its eternity...

Preler

preler

as for some people say we belong in a world of chaos...I started my life as normal baby don't comment so lets continue I grew up to be a fine child Never perfect just fine I experienced too many tragedy in my life not because I have Many cousins or relative it is because I am a tragedy myself Accident is a normal occasion in our family because of me I was stitched 6 times in a time gap of 4-7 yr old. ain't it destiny to be. lets forward the time now I am 18 Still a Fine child just grown older and Have accomplished Few things. I wonder when did I started writing I cant remember. My cup of love has been depleted by this time how sad and horrible will my life be next. I remember my first challenge in life i was when I was 5 yrs old I was in the top or may I say roof of the house beside our house is a tree i didn't know by then that The Tree has branches that easily breaks Silly me I jumped Stupid me I know, I managed to grab the branch as we all know what will happen it broke I fell in the ground lying bleeding with a broken bone in my left hand aw Imagine that with a puppy beside me licking my wound I dunno why the puppy did that, I guess if that event did not happen I wont be here writing this. We all remember our first love right? or maybe not? Whatever it is here is the story of hmm got it, it's me just me. I used to have crushes that is natural right? I never really do Pay attention to girls. Because I know even if I haven't experienced love they really do hurt and I just don't want to take the chance. when I was 3rd yr High school I met my first love and definitely my last Or maybe not definitely That is the first time I felt loved I tried to keep that love but I couldn't she left me I dunno why she left me but she did Without any acceptable reason but I will always love her My angel. Oh I forgot my family we used to have outings allot but when I reached grade school it stopped we ain't close that is what I can say I hate my dad I love my brothers and mom but my mom doesn't understand me she cant read my logic sigh... I love pets thou Dogs are my best friends and I love nature and its ways.. and to end this I just want to say I have no one this time and I would really appreciate it to be your friend(Preler)